i post about whatever i fucken feel like. i write alot so probably mostly poetry. im a make up artist so i'll post alot of make up pictures that reinspire me and my career. And whatever music that gets my creative juices flowing, wether its under ground or mainstream, hip hop to edm and everything in between, it is what it is. baby i just wanna dance i dont really care<3
Ruined by love or what you thought it was…..
The one that got away
Wish you wouldn’t have waited to tell me what you needed to say.
Never knew what was on your mind
And now to find out it was me the whole time?
Like all of a sudden you decide to speak the truth
Tellin me how you really feel about what went down between us two.
After all that time of me trying to read your thoughts,
Playing these emotional games, constantly trying to connect the dots.
Now your gone and it’s too late
Shoulda been real with me from the beginning
Things could have been so different had you told me how you were really feeling.
Now we’re both left confused
Not knowing what to do
Ending this conversation with “I miss you too. Atleast now you know what you never knew.”
Dam…. Wish I knew what to say back to you.
Dissecting your every thought has become my favorite game. Just to get a little insight on what’s going on inside and wonderin if maybe we might feel the same.
Trying to read in between the lines
Searching for a clue
What words really lie behind that smile
Do any of them include me and you?
Does that laugh mean I make you happy just as much as you make me?
Do the flutter of the butterflies in my stomach match the rhythm of your heart beat?
Maybe that text was a little more than Good Morning and perhaps my response meant more than you thought
Or maybe that look was your way of showing me our story
Or it could be the change of tone in your voice when we talk.
Studying your body language has become my guilty pleasure
Trying to guess what you’ll say next excited me beyond all measures.
Kinda funny how friendships can unexpectedly grow further.
You know why they say, best friends make for great lovers.
- St. Augustine.